I talked him on the phone a few times while he was there, but due to the way our conversations went with 'yes...aha...no...i dont know..maybe', i never found it appropriate to bring up the issue of postcards....I really wonder why is it so impossible sometimes to make a decent conversation with my dad, esp. over the phone.. So when he got back and gave the cards to me, i was more than pleasantly surprised.... and felt somewhat guilty coz i just kept (and still do) thinking that i didnt deserve them....it really bothers me that I cant show my dad any appreaciation of the things his does due to how our relation in general is...it really sucks coz the overall impression is that i dont care one bit and am totally reckless about it all...which is toally wrong...i really hope one day he'll be able to realize that...
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